"Where the starzz come to shyne!"
Chemichon
Mind Masturbation

Maturbation of your mind is
Stroking your private thoughts,
fine tuning your feelings while releasing
the negative ones you've fought

Masturbation of your mind is analyzing your actions
All of these things with one goal of mental satisfaction
When I climax, I cum on a piece of paper with ink.
That's how I relieve the tension on my psychy
and make room to think.
Masturbation of the mind is something only you can do right.
Perhaps play some slow jams, take a bubble bath and mind masterbate in the peace of the
night

When things are hard, actions become hesitations.
The mind becomes polluted and dark like devestation
Work wach one out. Stroke it slowly one thought at a time
You're alone. You can shout. Anger is not a crime.
Suddenly you feel your mind ejaculate
And all the problems evacuate.
Things are becoming clearer as you mind spasms!
Solution found, Oh, Yes! Mind Orgasm
ow the frustration is gone, and whew, that is great.
It is definitely good... to mind masterbate.




Episodes

I can't be myself. I'm too reckless
Paranoia tells me I'm being teased  
Other times I'm heckle-less
I go weeks feeling low, as down as can be

Motionless in bed, No fun. No activities
No phone calls... Please, no friends coming by.
Can't seem to do anything, no matter how hard I try
Then like it came... It goes away.
The sun rises and it's a new day.
I have so much work to do, and time to play
I have to clean up, fix things and then go shopping
Run errands, entertain friends & still not stopping
Upset my nerves, I'm bout to flip the switch
My mood hit a curve. Now I'm bout to cut a bitch!
Nightfall comes and I have no need for sleep
I have people to call, things to do. maybe a midnight creep
Five days of this and I'm still not tired
Two to three hours of sleep a night and still feel wired
But that's how a gorgeous ass Diva like me is supposed to feel!
I'm beautiful. I'm fine, smell and tast good. Let's just keep it real.
And when this episode subsides, it goes out with a SLAM!
Irritation without aggression
Here comes the depression.

I hate my life. I hate my soul. I should die!
Sometimes I do, other times I wish... I could cry.
Thinking I was going crazy, I went to the doctor,
What she told me... wasn't that big of a shocker.
"You're Bi-Polar. Here's some meds before you go."
Now I'm cool but getting fat from moving too slow.
I've learned that in life, there's no win win situation.
It's how you take things and handle things. You only choose the manipulation.
Chemichon
gives her 18 years of experience. She has
performed at graduations, small ceremonies, and
has had her work featured on CDs of upcoming
artists